Time pass by quickly...

year pass by so quickly,
people becoming older and older,
human life so short,
but everyday we still need work for survive.
children play,
teens study,
young adult work,
old adult looking young children,
we can heard that people say,
they do not have enough time,
everyone having the same time (24 hours),
it is depends on how u use ur time...
now i already a university student,
two more years going out to work...
i wish to give my mum a happy life after i work,
she everyday need to worry about rental,
the car when it will die half way,
have to pay utilities,
i really hope can help her...
i want jia yu jia yu o...
u all too o...
must remember ur mummy daddy..
not all of the children will have their own parents...
xi fu... gan en...

take care and stay happily...
love u mummy...

what is life???

what is life?

for me...

life is boring...

life only doing what my mum me to be...

i just a doll

cant do what i wish...

when i was in primary school...

i don't have dad and real mum beside me...

(my mum go back to Sarawak than...)

i remember that every afternoon,

my dad will come to my grandma house teach BM...

but,

is i called my dad that i don't know do my homework...

actually is i want to see my dad...

cos that time he very rare come to see me...

i stay with my grandpa and grandma and my "mum"...

(this is my dad sister)

and....

from this house...

i have learned many many things....

learned to be not hating others...

for example my grandma told me that don hate Ur step-mother...

this is Ur life...

Ur life is without mum beside u...

than i believe....

i try to be closed with her...

but she...

actually...

i quite hate my dad...

y give birth me after that like throw me away...

and i had heard many stories about my dad...

what he did to me...

i really sad...

but i had to pretend nothing...

y this happen to me?

so... what is life?

Who is Amaryllis???

a gal who born at Sarawak Sarikei.
when she is 3 years old, she shifted to Malacca.
She stay there until today.
Her dad married with other women.
she now is her step mother... she call her aunt.
the aunt bully her when her dad not around.
Luckily her dad sister come and save her from being bullied.
her grandma very love her.
my mum go back to Sarawak.
Until today...
i don't know how she is looks like...
they say i have a sister...
but i also don know...
my dad sister save me several time...
at last i stay with my grandma until today...
and...
my dad sister becoming my mum until today...
i love my grandma, my nowadays mum, and who had love me...