what is life???

what is life?

for me...

life is boring...

life only doing what my mum me to be...

i just a doll

cant do what i wish...

when i was in primary school...

i don't have dad and real mum beside me...

(my mum go back to Sarawak than...)

i remember that every afternoon,

my dad will come to my grandma house teach BM...

but,

is i called my dad that i don't know do my homework...

actually is i want to see my dad...

cos that time he very rare come to see me...

i stay with my grandpa and grandma and my "mum"...

(this is my dad sister)

and....

from this house...

i have learned many many things....

learned to be not hating others...

for example my grandma told me that don hate Ur step-mother...

this is Ur life...

Ur life is without mum beside u...

than i believe....

i try to be closed with her...

but she...

actually...

i quite hate my dad...

y give birth me after that like throw me away...

and i had heard many stories about my dad...

what he did to me...

i really sad...

but i had to pretend nothing...

y this happen to me?

so... what is life?